sooo today I've done pretty much nothing. I got up at 8 for no apparent reason (I went to bed at two T___T), and all I've done is play pokemon, download the movies, and watch Orange League episodes. x: And while waiting for my dl limit to expire, I've been snooping around for a Big Bang pimp post. Instead I found some intense fan blogs. XD eh, whatever works. I have to restart my computer to get youtube to work in Firefox again, though. -__-; how annoying.

( a convenient korea cut )

hmmm what else...oh! I finally watched the Happy Birthday PV. XD The yamaperm, she has been immortalized. lots of skinny chicken legs. oh and wagahai ♥ The song isn't too bad, but I prefer summer time. 8D I also read the translated ebikisu jweb entries. Okay, guys, I like Hasshi. x: I was cultivating a tiny love him last summer, and then TOP3 happened, and then ABC-Z happened and like...I love ABC. They are eternally my favorite. I love Shoon. He was my favorite yaya. I like Hasshi. I love Nozawa & Sanada. Hasshi just doesn't fit with ABC like Shoon does. :\ And Shoon doesn't fit with TOP3 like Hasshi does.

It could all work out in the end, or mgmt could pull a fast one on us and debut ABC & Shoon, or leave all the Tokyo jrs alone & debut BAD, or debut kisumai. It could do a lot of things, none of which I am willing to predict. I am only thinking that there will be a debut sometime in November, but which group to debut is up in the air. x: Just don't split my babies up again, Mary, or I will explode on the spot. And cry. real tears. I never cry about these things. XD

sometimes I hate being a jrs fan because there's all this drama that surrounds them. ;3; oh je, why do you torment me so?

All the same, I am being precarious with my money so I can buy every version of the next group's debut single if it's a group I'm willing to support. XD my life, she is hard.

sooo I completely forgot that I had a ton of things uploaded, so that will come later tonight. 8D perhaps after I finish my homework because I haven't done any of it. whups.

INDY NOOOOO

peyton T_______T bb what happened?

The Colts looked horrible. Harrison was dropping passes all over the place, they weren't converting in the red zone...augh. well. The Bears looked stellar. XD

but...peyton. ))): sobbing.

so I found another THANKS tour dl, but the same problem occurs! ;___; disc 1 part 2 .003 = temp unavailable. I AM SO UPSET. XD I found the con parts of the Ageha con, though, so that's good. >: Tonight I'm gonna watch that, and maybe DREAM BOYS 2006...idk. I'm also dling Akihabara cause it's been on my to-watch list for, um, a year now. XD And after Kuitan, I rly wanna watch a drama. >: idk why.

jake is loaded, man. srsly his closet is like a quarter the size of my room. DD:

Anyway, my w-inds. calendar came! :D here is a cruddy keita pic i took with my camphone. it's huuuge and gorgeous and flkajdsfad i love it so much! I wish they had designed it better, though. DD: I have no idea how I'm supposed to hang it up so I had to stick thumbtacks through the beautiful pages. T__T; the pictures are so big that it doesn't really matter, but still! it was like sticking thumbtacks through my own heart.

ughh taking the ACT tomorrow. )): no desire to. oh well. I also can't believe my spring break is technically over! ;__; The next day off is May 26. Six weeks! I'll probably burn myself out by then, jeez.

Randomly, I feel like watching eito on Domoto Kyoudai again. I might, but I should really just go to bed. XD; eh we'll see.

( just so things are organized )

my kaomoji also came today alkdjfas it's so amazing. can't read the kanji on it, though. )): maybe i will take a picture of it so someone can help me. XD

...and cdj tells me that V6's latest single is an "exotic and erotic dance tune for adults!" I don't even know what to think.

I was up till 4:30 AM watching FNS. Yes. The entire thing. All four hours of it! XD I didn't cheat by only watching the JE groups. XD So now the only things I have left to watch (that's a major end of the year thing) are MSSL & Best Artist. I don't have a full-program download for MSSL, though. >: I only have a JE groups-only cut. oh well. At least it's all the groups. XD the JE-cut for FNS didn't have SMAP or TOKIO or V6. x:

Anyway, to start off the entry I have an upload for everyone. ( shokura, 2005! )

so I realized my chem project is actually due on the 22nd, so I'm not doing that shit till the weekend before. XD So I've been slaving away at my bio notes. ): I already have ten pages for the first chapter and I'm still not done. XD;; but really. I haven't taken that many pages of notes since the first quarter. >__< of course he assigns the longest chapters ever for homework over break! juni ihusm.

I cannot believe that I have four tests the week before exams. XD How upsetting.

That aside, here is all I have to say about FNS. ( yes the whole goddamn thing )

School on Monday. ;___; How depressing. Still have to read The Scarlet Letter. ): and laundry. augh.

Lately I have been wearing really huge shirts and tight pants. I feel like Eeteuk. XD (oh korea what haven you been up to lately? ))): i have been so out of touch)

heyy. I was going to wait until after Christmas or until I actually watched the shows I've missed so I can spam about them to post, but idk I just really feel the need. XD I started a post, uhm, three days ago but never finished it or posted it or anything. XD; whups.

On the nineteenth Hamada Takahiro (it took a lot of effort to remember his first name; I only call him "Hama-chan." XD) turned nineteen! He's one of the members of the kanjuu (Kansai juniors) group BOYS. He's the one on the bottom left. And I have a random picture of him with Yoko & Tacchon!

...yeah. that's all.

Shoon also turned nineteen on Thursday. (: ( He gets a small spam because I love him so much. )

School's out. :D Too bad I have 207681456089718504 things to do over break. ]: var ghei.

I am going to try to utilize this break to catch up on everything. I managed to catch up on jrock news from the past month, kind of. XD I mostly just skimmed through the comms for glaring news, but there was nothing. And caught up on scans, sort of. XD;; yeah.

...DDD: My bookmarks folders have mysteriously lost large amounts of favorites. This disturbs me. well anyway my goal is to get through all or most of the crap I've missed TODAY!!!

I doubt it'll happen, but the day is still young. XD (For some reason my body decided that six and a half hours was enough sleep. ]]]:)

Yeah, so, those are my plans for the immediate future. XD Get through all the bookmarks I've accumulated since August. x__x And simultaneously think about how large I'm going to make the Aiba spam because crystallekil demanded it of me. XD (hey do you guys know that I've started and half-finished three spams since late September? They're all just sitting in my journal, uploads and pictures rotting away...it's sad. XD idk if i should actually finish them or not.)

I have two memes queued, one of which was actually in the update box, when I decided that this entry was too long for it. XD There will probably be another random entry today with some memes, haha.

Can't wait for the shokura Christmas Special! *___* takkiproject slijfieale

oh! I almost forgot! My Go Hiromi CD & Super Junior shirt came the other day! lfjeiajla *____* ♥♥♥♥ go hiromi ilusm

So yesterday my beloved Totsuka Shota turned twenty-one. He's the quarter of ABC that's been in all those special groups. He was in the 'Kitty' part of Yamapi's little GYM stint wai back in 2006. I wasn't really going to do anything except be all *~happy birthday~* but.

( i just had to upload this picture. omg. )

...yeah. SO TODAY WAS JUST ANOTHER BIG WASTE OF TIME. ]: Tomorrow's an LTM at least. I had visions of doing random chem problems that weren't even assigned because I am just that dedicated, but it didn't happen. And Morone had to go & assign 34985728979 hours of homework because he's a big poo and I only forgive him because we're starting genetics next chapter, which is possibly the only topic in biology that I care about. There are some more specific topics (i.e. molecular genetics, molecular biology, etc.) that may pique my interest, but we'll see. >: I basically did Bio I (like a freshman bio class) in eighth grade and had the most amazing teacher ever in the history of the world period, and I only remember liking the biochemistry/chemistry that we did & genetics. XD

...hence why I enjoy my chem class & do better in the class. >: because lol, ecology does not interest me do not want.

There's something weird going on with my ear. :| ghei.

In other news, Miyavi is a grade A slut. Yes, those are pink panties being blatantly shown off in a magazine spread that is showcasing a PV shooting.

This man was my first love. *___*

Hello, everyone.

I have nothing of interest to say, really, except that I am probably getting sick & am going to be a pimp at Gina's party on Saturday because I looked so great as one a year or two ago. ohohoho. She bought me a whole new hat just for the occasion. XD I keep forgetting to ask her if she has red eyeliner though...

IMS has yet to arrive. :| I'm getting anxious.

I'm also nervous because tomorrow I have a Bio quiz that's 25% of my grade and I was going to read all three chapters from the book, get a 95, and shoot my grade up from an 86 to a 91, but I couldn't do it. Perhaps it's because I was out all evening and couldn't start until 6, by which point I was exhausted, or perhaps Biology is just for shit. Or perhaps it is a combination of both.

And I was going to go bed *~sooper dooper~* early today when I remembered that I was given the task (rather, I gave myself the task) to write my group's paper and am now down here at the computer forcing myself to try to write a satisfactory literary commentary. but hey! the last paragraph of substance I have to come up with completely on my own in this current ill state because all I have written on my folder is "poverty --> symbolism" and beneath it "Nic's ignorance," which don't help me much. D; but I will bs my way through it.

And as I'm sure you all can guess, ( I am only updating because I have uploads to offer. )

huh. I don't know anything about fandom at all because I have not checked my fpage in three days and I probably won't get around to checking it until maybe late tomorrow or Friday or something because I still have not folded any of my laundry and the folder I carry around with all my papers finally kicked the bucket earlier this week, and wow I really need to organize all that. And clean. And read for History because my test is on Wednesday and I have not read anything. Nothing.

shit.

And I felt so worthless today for the dumbest reason. Spent the entire afternoon kicking myself over it because what the shit, I am almost seventeen and should not be getting worked up over the things that I used to get worked up over in middle school.

I also realized today that, ideally, I will graduate from high school with around two years' worth of college credits. holy crap batman.

so the day sort of sucked and I wasn't going to update but then I remembered that I had all this uploaded. XD I would have totally forgotten if I hadn't left notepad open, haha.

( hanakimi 12 )

hooray.

well gaiz. I'm less angry than I was yesterday. XD Well not really, but you know.

( some coherent thoughts now that I've had some fandom insight )

...yeah. well.

I had to ride the bus today. ): Omar dumped water all over me. >: cocksucker. Jonathan & I got crunk and were screaming the lyrics to "Low." XD dude. that kid rocks. Rachael gave me kisses. I love my people, haha.

I got a 100% on my Spanish quiz. 8Db that's right bitches. I knew I couldn't have a B. XD I actually looked over the vocab that time, though. >> This means I'll actually have to study for the test on Thursday. grr.

I've been speaking like Will lately. XD I keep saying "damn it all!" and stuff like 'func' instead of 'function,' 'pos' & 'neg' instead of 'positive' and 'negative,' 'deriv' instead of 'derivative,' and yelling 'shit!' when people are being retarded or something. XD And today we were doing the chain rule and we had like d((sin(2x^2 - 3x + 1))^2) or something, and he was writing it all out and was like '...and DON'T FORGET THE DERIVATIVE OF THIS CRAP. THE DERIVATIVE OF CRAP.' and he started rambling on and was like 'crap...crap..crap--OH. that's right! THE DERIVATIVE OF CRAP IS SHIT!' and he had a straight face that was like a look of dawning comprehension. XD it was so amazing.

BUT DO YOU KNOW WHAT I DID?

I was explaining to Juandi how to do a problem and I almost said 'remember? the derivative of crap is shit!'

I cannot function in society ever.

I actually don't have a lot of homework tonight, either! I just have to type up a lab, do Bio notes, and rewrite the stuff for my oral. I'm excited. 8D

So I am online cause I am fairly confident that I can pass my AP US test cause I just spent three hours studying and I've read everything and I pay attention and all that stuff. I am more worried about Calc, which I haven't studied for really. >>; I will study before bed. There are some concepts that I am just now beginning to grasp...XD;

I am really pissed that we missed a day & he is still making us take the test. >__> But I guess I can't blame him since we started a week later. guh. D:

In any case, ( Seni wanted me to upload this for her. )

and I still have to watch Shokura. ): Someone finally uploaded it, but I got it on the tenth and I had to babysit that evening so it put me behind, and I have three tests tomorrow so I couldn't watch it tonight. oh well. If I get my Uchi!spam done in a reasonable amount of time, I'll watch it tomorrow. If not, I'll have to squeeze it in Thursday amongst all the things I'm planning on putting off. XD;;

Tons of Bio, Chem, Vocab, probably Spanish...D: And I have to start reading House of Spirits. dude. on my day off. XD

Well anyway, riko_ryuusaki tagged me, ( so here lies a meme. )

That meme recalls this general one. XD

...lulz you can also sort of tell when I started getting *~sooper dooper~* tired. XD;;; sry guys. ;;

Also, today is Takitsuba's fifth anniversary. ♥ I kind of wanted to do a teensy spam like I did for Kinki's tenth, but I obvs didn't have enough time. :\ And I won't be able to do it any time this week or next week, after which it would just be kind of pointless. D: oh well.

AND NOW IT'S RLY LATE AND I NEED TO GO TO BED & GET MY BEAUTY SLEEP & LET MY BRAIN CALM DOWN FOR ALL MY TESTS.

bai ilu all ♥